I’ve Searched For GOD For So Long And Just As I Was About To Give Up…
Whatever you are going through just know that God is waiting to heal you and all you have to do is ask. Thank you Rosa Lee Turner For giving me the gift of God and the Lords prayer. Now I will say this too… When asking for help just be sure you have acknowledged the mistakes you have made and through your mouth speak to God and confess and from there you can move forward. When you are ready to acknowledge your part and the role you have played in it first go to Psalm 38 then work your way to Psalm 23 King James Version (KJV)
23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
***Be blessed and God loves you***
After a ordeal that I went through in the later half of 2018 that led me back to God and I truly believe that is the reason for it happening. God wanted me and was fighting for me and I am so thankful. This ordeal got me to thinking… Lord what do I need to do as it relates to my family? I had my bible and I was led to do something I used to do when I was a little girl and that was to find a random space to plant my finger and turn to it to get the word and let me tell you… Psalm 45 is where God led me and it was verse 10 that let me know God just wanted to show out. LOL! Sometimes we have to let those who we are so comfortable with go because they served their purpose and now their purpose is no more in your life. So here is what Psalm 45:10 reads from the KJV courtesy of bible gateway because lord knows my fingers were not prepared:
45 My heart is indicting a good matter: I speak of the things which I have made touching the king: my tongue is the pen of a ready writer.
2 Thou art fairer than the children of men: grace is poured into thy lips: therefore God hath blessed thee for ever.
3 Gird thy sword upon thy thigh, O most mighty, with thy glory and thy majesty.
4 And in thy majesty ride prosperously because of truth and meekness and righteousness; and thy right hand shall teach thee terrible things.
5 Thine arrows are sharp in the heart of the king’s enemies; whereby the people fall under thee.
6 Thy throne, O God, is for ever and ever: the sceptre of thy kingdom is a right sceptre.
7 Thou lovest righteousness, and hatest wickedness: therefore God, thy God, hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows.
8 All thy garments smell of myrrh, and aloes, and cassia, out of the ivory palaces, whereby they have made thee glad.
9 Kings’ daughters were among thy honourable women: upon thy right hand did stand the queen in gold of Ophir.
10 Hearken, O daughter, and consider, and incline thine ear; forget also thine own people, and thy father’s house;
11 So shall the king greatly desire thy beauty: for he is thy Lord; and worship thou him.
12 And the daughter of Tyre shall be there with a gift; even the rich among the people shall intreat thy favour.
13 The king’s daughter is all glorious within: her clothing is of wrought gold.
14 She shall be brought unto the king in raiment of needlework: the virgins her companions that follow her shall be brought unto thee.
15 With gladness and rejoicing shall they be brought: they shall enter into the king’s palace.
16 Instead of thy fathers shall be thy children, whom thou mayest make princes in all the earth.
17 I will make thy name to be remembered in all generations: therefore shall the people praise thee for ever and ever.
***Be blessed and God loves you***
So I know it’s a little too soon but may I share a dream with you? This dream came to me back in November maybe closer to December of 2018.
There I was as a transporter in a what I believe a senior citizen home and this lady named Kalayla Was there and I had just dropped her off to her room but then I found myself back at her room to drop off a mini fridge to her room and she was happy. Then I left. I had a sense of relief to know that Kalayla had somewhere to call home and I do know this woman in real life. I have come across her in real life but that is a story for another time. So then I find myself in a hall in the facility. There was a office and in that office was a man and I was led to go and talk to him. He was a tall white man almost like a giant and he was bald and his beard was red or what you would consider a red head Caucasian male. His face was big almost like he was really heavy at one point but lost a lot of weight. I believe he had blue eyes maybe green. Well we sat down at the table and it seemed like he had been waiting to share this info with me and he made direct eye contact and he was serious. Honestly I get that he had been doing research for some time like he was into religious studies and he took it seriously. He was showing me what looked like inferred pictures or like a X-ray and it showed a being that had a T shape body and the head appeared to have raised ridges… now at first I thought it was an angel but then I thought it was a demonic. For one of them I saw an actual cross on the chest of one vision blurry but I believe it was a cross on one that was gold and the other either didn’t have one or it was blackened. The guy whose name I did not catch said to me “It is God who puts good angels and/or bad angels over us” he looked at me as though he really wanted me to get it. The dream ends. Now do you remember when I said there was a Gold cross? I believe that represented the word of God that is written on our hearts. Tell me what you think. Thank you for reading and have a great day.
My God where do I begin? Welcome to my page. My name is Cassandra and I am a 28 year young… that’s right, young. I am a mommy and I am in the mist of getting life on track and getting my life right with the most high God. I have been out of order for a very long time and when I tell you God was fed up… God was fed up. Let me say that I am not here to beat anyone down because I have done things and I have a past that I have to look back at and wonder just how did I make it? Why has God spared me so many times? But I guess it is true what the good word says… God will correct those that he loves. I love you too God and thank you for you grace and mercy towards me. Thank you for that lick on the bottom that I so desperately need Lord. You God are not only a loving and caring father but you care enough to not spare the rod in order to correct your child. I love you God. Thank you daddy. One thing I know for sure is that God has his ways of making his presence known and when it dawns on you and you pay attention to the details… It is God who is in the details the devil is a tag along. The devil only wishes it had Gods intelligence. So when they say that the devil is in the details, no. It is God who is leaving a paper trail and the devil is trying to mock God. He is here. God is here. The wrath of God is here and if you think you are exempt from Gods wrath then you are sadly mistaken. when it comes to witchcraft… oh my… I am a first hand witness and I when I break this down to you how God showed…. The time will come. God is here. C E R N you wanted to know how to get to God and you call yourself trying to create a God particle well guess what… HA! God is here.